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Friday night, I made a mistake. Because of that mistake, I made my mother cry. She was very upset with me. She was sad and didn't want me to make worse mistakes. After that I told her I was going to bed. I waited there, in bed, until I was sure no adults would come check on me anytime soon. I broke open a pencil sharpener, I planned on killing myself thinking that no one would miss me. However, this pencil sharpener didn't have any screws, the razor was built into the sharpener. I then broke open another, and tried unscrewing it. After a while of trying I got frustrated and lay down again. I cried myself to sleep. In the morning, I woke up before anyone else and contemplated killing myself again. I also planned on running away. You see, I've been depressed for two years now, and this is the first time I've wanted to cut or die. So it was pretty tough to resist the urge. Soon, my mother woke up and walked up to smiling. She hugge